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April 03, 2012

So I turned in my final report for this project, but wipe the tears because I'll never stop blogging! and I'll never grow up!

That being said, I'm not quite sure what to do with this blog. I'll still keep posting happy things and good news, but I feel like since it isn't a school project anymore I have some freedom. Also, because anyone who reads it never comments (except Molly and Lesa) I don't know who reads it or what they like to read! Good thing this blog is for me, not them.

I saw something on the Internet yesterday making fun of Facebook status updates. "It's a status, not a diary." or something like that. Well, kind of this is my diary. Obviously I don't post every thought from my head, but I post a lot of them. Sometimes I'll be thinking of how I could say something as a status on Facebook, then I realize I have far too much to say about it so I blog instead. I always have thoughts I want to put down somewhere, and for whatever reason blogging about them feels the most satisfying. fulfilling. relieving. therapeutic. I don't know how it feels, but it feels right.

Maybe it's the fact that I can say anything here and usually no one replies. Maybe I like that no one comments. Or when they do, it's only really sweet and positive. Because sometimes you don't want anyone's opinion, you just want to talk and think things through and write things down and remember them.

A few weeks ago I had ice cream for dinner one night, then Rancherito's for lunch the next day. Ever since that weekend I haven't really had an appetite, and a lot of times felt nauseous. Well eating an entire bag of movie theater butter popcorn by myself two nights ago finally did the trick; I woke up at three yesterday morning and threw up for a few hours. It wasn't my favorite way to start a Tuesday, but it convinced me that I deserved a couple more hours of sleep so that was nice.

I feel like now would be a good time to start really trying in school. Or maybe that would have been a few months ago. You live and you learn I guess. Here's to a strong finish! I can do hard things.


Lesa said...Best Blogger Tips[Reply to comment]Best Blogger Templates

I'm glad you know you can do hard things... And don't ever stop your blog. I Love It!

Rydau said...Best Blogger Tips[Reply to comment]Best Blogger Templates

First, Lesa is super right. Second, maybe I don't comment as much as I should but I really do check it almost everyday, this isn't a prime example but, whatever... Third, and finally, why did you eat an ice cream poke-ball?!

PS- This is it, promise. Good Luck on your date!

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