some words in between the pictures

August 02, 2017

I haven't written in a long time. For a few months now I haven't been writing anything more than grocery lists and instagram captions. This summer has been a rollercoaster. There have been times when I felt like I needed to write before I exploded, but either I convinced myself I was too busy or maybe I really was too busy and I didn't write and the words kind of.. left me. Now I'm past the point of where do I start, now I genuinely feel like I don't have anything to say. But that also feels impossible. How could I not have anything to say? This summer has given me some pretty high highs and some dang low lows. I guess one thing I can say is that I've come to realize I'm grateful to have been feeling all these emotions. Like, really feeling them. You know? When your emotions are so strong and deep - for better or for worse - it kind of shakes you awake and reminds you you're alive. I've felt a lot of motivation to improve myself, too. I want to change however I need to, to keep the good stuff around.

I hate myself for how weird and vague this is. I guess I really need to pull out a journal for this stuff. And come back here and write about the really great things that have happened this summer. 

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